Honesty #51

You say You want Honesty…  but is that way you want for real
I gave you what You said You wanted  now i am recovering, still trying to heal
How can You say You want honesty  but when i give it i get shot down
smacked around, Your words so harsh  cut deeper then the sharpest knife
I’m bleeding so fast only inside  you can no longer see my tears
I hide them from Your face I no longer trust You to help me face these fears
You hurt me more then You guide  you make me fall when You should make me fly
now i am crumbling dying inside  You’ve made me weak, motionless
i am useless again… i thought You  were the happy ending, the One i could trust
but asking for honesty… i guess it proved bust  You don’t want Honesty, You want a puppet
well i wont be the little girl, sitting in the closet acting as if she has no voice
i am about to walk away.. this is my honest choice  say You want honesty, prove it to me
don’t let me leave, make me want to stay
(c) 2013

 

DARKNESS MONTHLY July 5-30

* * * * * CREDITS * * * * *

Hair: EXxEsS – Vedma A
Eyes: Ikon Immortal Eyes – Emperor
Head: Catwa – Jessica
Skin: 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Kat
Body: Maitreya Lara v4.1
Lipstick:  Livia Lori Lipstick
Piercing: PUNCH Nose Ring
Necklace: Zombie Suicide Secrets Necklace @ July Darkness Chamber
Top: +fcc+ Brutal Honesty @ July Darkness Monthly 
Pants: Blueberry – Gracie
Nail Polish: Dark Passions/Koffin Nails – Hope in Purple

Sunflowers: Botanical – Sunflower Row of 4

Vogue #47

♫ Look around everywhere you turn is heartache
It’s everywhere that you go (look around)
You try everything you can to escape
The pain of life that you know (life that you know)

When all else fails and you long to be
Something better than you are today
I know a place where you can get away
It’s called a dance floor, and here’s what it’s for, so ♫

Lipstick> [ POUT!] Rose bud Lip collection CATWA
Eyeshadow> [POUT!] Midnight Glam make up CATWA
Hair> Truth VIP June Gift
Necklace> +Half-Deer+ Innocence and Purity Necklace – Princess
Outfit> ***Lucky Night*** Betty B Dress @ Inspiration Event (Started June 17)
Shoes> +FCC+ Collette Shoes *wear me* @ Darkness Monthly (June 5- 30th)

Pose> Lyrium Wall Poses Pack
Backdrop>  Asteria Vintage Backgrounds – Dressing Room (Rewind May 2017)