On the Lazy River #118

Oh sweet summer, the feel of the heat and the smell of the breeze. Summer makes me feel so happy, and today was a day of lazing around working on my tan. Only thing missing was those sleepy-headed friends -SHRUGS-


More sun for me -winks-


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Head ~ Catwa Catya
Shape ~ Facepalm Adara @ TWE12VE July
Hair ~ :::Phoenix::: Isabell Easter 2017 Gift
Eyes ~ Izzie’s Winter Eyes (fantasy)
Skin ~ Glam Affair Raquel Applier 006 (FLF)
Lashes ~ BESOM Sweetheart Lashes (previously blogged)
Eyeshadow ~ Veechi Sunset Pulse Shadow (FLF)
Bikini~ .miss chelsea. Mili Bikini Tropical (FLF)

Floaties ~ MOoH! Floaties Gacha @ TWE12VE July


High All the Time #116

Always chasing away the thought of you;  the things I did, things I didn’t do

Everyday is a challenge for me; I am just trying to get by, from one day to the next

so to get thru this life, I simply; puff, puff, pass . . .


You are a part of me, no matter how I try to erase you

part of my being will always belong to you; so to get by in this miserable life

with so much uncertainty; To pretend everything is alright

I get high, all the time

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Hair/ Exile Calm Sea 5 Color Naturals pack @ FLF 6/29
Skin/ Glam Affair Renee Jamaica
Ears/ Swallow Noldor Ears
Shape/ Zombie Suicide Magic Shape (Edited)
Eyes/ Izzie’s Winter Eyes (fantasy)
Head/ Catwa Catya
Top/ Tee*fy Skylar Top Black @ FLF 6/29
Bottoms/ Facepalm Ashley
Jewelry/ Inksurrektion The Witching Hour Rings
Lipstick/ POUT! Midnight Glam
Mascara/ Shiny Stuffs Catwa Essentials

Pose/ *!.R.O!* Roll Up Bento Pose
Journal/ .peaches. Bae’s Journal @ FLF 6/29
Fast Food/ +Half-Deer+ Fast Food Clutter
Mattress/ {anc} floor pilow @ FLF 6/29
Smoking Accessories/ Zombie Suicide Pothead Decor Gacha

Sarcasm . . . #112

Running a rescue isn’t easy, especially when you get attached to the little angels. Well today the house is anything but peaceful animal loving bliss. As soon as I clean up one spot, they are rummaging through another. I swear they are out to intentionally test my patience today!



Today they are all monsters and up to absolutely no good!


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These naughty pets are from MoOh! @ The Gacha Life from June 5 – June 30!  There are so many cute pets to gather and my favorite is probably the laundry cats (which is the rare).




Hair| Magika Talk Like That

Ears| Swallow Noldorf Ears

Eyes| Zombie Suicide Eastern Eyes

Skin| Glam Affair Renee Jamaica

Top| +Facepalm+ Random Evil @ Jersey Shore (June 9 – June 30)

Pants| Blueberry Poppy Leggings

Pose|Foxcity Stairs (sitting) 4

Pets| MOoH! Garden puppy dalmatier @ Gacha Life (June 5- 30)

           MOoH! Grey cat paint @ Gacha Life  (June 5- 30)

           MOoH! Black cat paint @ Gacha Life (June 5- 30)

House| Onsu Cucumber House

Where are the real ones at? #111

It is never easy when you feel that everything you held precious is fading into the world. There have been significant upsets in my life and world over the last two weeks and it is effecting me more than I can truly express.


When someone reaches what they feel is rock bottom, yet still have the strength to reach out, LISTEN! You could be their last hope. The “real ones” have you no matter how high or low you are; whether you are doing as good as or better than they are; the ones that are happy for your happiness despite their own reservations. The real ones apologize to save the relationship even when they feel they did not do wrong.


Can you look me in the eye and say you been a real one? That a new love interest or hobby didn’t take you away or make me less important? Did you know how not talking hurt? Did you know space was given to let you find yourself, even though I was treated as criminal? I’ve tried to be a real one for you – but I guess you don’t always get what you give.


It is so hard to realize that both our masks are falling off and neither likes what they see. I guess even real ones have secrets they try to keep.


So often people try to be who they are and they get judged. It doesn’t matter how true or loyal or honest, people judge.Be true to who you are!


In honor of PRIDE I chose the rainbow option on my dress from 1313 Mockingbird Lane available at the Rewind Summer Love event beginning June 15. It features tons of options for texturing for the sleeves, dress, fringe, lacing. You can mix and matcch to your hearts content. I also chose a PRIDE nail applier from alaskametro because it was so adorable I just love the colors… there are SO SO many options to choose from.



Eyes| Zombie Suicide Eastern Eyes

Head|Catwa Catya

Skin| Glam Affair Renee Jamaica

Hair | Stealthic Somber Reds

Ears| Swallow Noldorf Elf Ears

Shape| Facepalm Sugar Shape (catya/maitreya) @ Jersey Shore

Dress|1313 Mockingbird Lane Wake Me Up Dress @ Rewind (opens 6/15)

Nails|alaskametro “Pride” Nail Art appliers

Eye-shadow| Zombie Suicide KC Eyeshadows


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Pose| Foxcity Stairs (sitting) Fatpack Exclusive

Dream catcher| ariskea Gypsy Soul Dreamcatcher Feathers

Vanity| Bazar Floria Vanity

Clutter|soy. cosmetic decor


A little bit stronger #68

Some days are easy. Some days are harder. But for everyday I take a step away from you, a step towards myself makes me just a little bit stronger. It doesn’t happen overnight but you but then you turn around and a month’ or so has gone by. Slowly I realize I haven’t cried in a while now I’m busy getting stronger!

This sweater is super comfortable and easy to dress up or down. It comes in standard sizing xxs to L, Maitreya, slink Physique, Slink Hourglass, Belleza Isis, Belleza Freya, Belleza Venus, & TMP.


Top: +fcc+ Ekaterina

Pose: [Shi.S] From Time to Time a Drink

Hair: TRUTH Athena ( September VIP gift)

Skin: L’etre Adachi Sandy

Head: Catwa Catya

Eyes: NewClan Blue #15

Be Your Naughty Girl # 59


Naughty girl, Naughty girl.

Please let me be your naughty girl, Daddy.

I am hungry for you, for restraint; bind me and silence my words.

Let your voice fill my ears,let it dominate my thoughts.

Make me feel you, your thoughts, your voice, your touch.

Please Daddy be ever present with me.

Make me feel you even after you’ve left the room.

 The Fitmesh Designer Event runs Aug 1- Aug 21

Fetish Fair runs Aug 4 – Aug 18

Twe12ve runs Aug 12 – Aug 31

Head Catwa Catya
Eyes Catwa Mesh Eyes w/ Newclan #15
Skin Glam Affair – Gio – India
Hair Truth Scout

Body Maitreya Lara V4
Outfit  +fcc+ Lickable – Exclusive @ Twe12ve
Shoes ***Lucky Night***  Fiorella Shoes @ FitMesh Designer Event
Ball Gag  ZS Omen Ball Gag @ Fetish Fair

Body    Signature – Gianni
Head    GA.EG Damon Bento Head
Skin     GA.EG Hugo Skins
Eyes    Ikon Odyssey Fjord
Hair     no match – no cause
Pants    Ascend// Johnny Casual Pants

Pose: Rack Poses – Wax Play
House: Inverse – Agadir

Honesty #51

You say You want Honesty…  but is that way you want for real
I gave you what You said You wanted  now i am recovering, still trying to heal
How can You say You want honesty  but when i give it i get shot down
smacked around, Your words so harsh  cut deeper then the sharpest knife
I’m bleeding so fast only inside  you can no longer see my tears
I hide them from Your face I no longer trust You to help me face these fears
You hurt me more then You guide  you make me fall when You should make me fly
now i am crumbling dying inside  You’ve made me weak, motionless
i am useless again… i thought You  were the happy ending, the One i could trust
but asking for honesty… i guess it proved bust  You don’t want Honesty, You want a puppet
well i wont be the little girl, sitting in the closet acting as if she has no voice
i am about to walk away.. this is my honest choice  say You want honesty, prove it to me
don’t let me leave, make me want to stay
(c) 2013



* * * * * CREDITS * * * * *

Hair: EXxEsS – Vedma A
Eyes: Ikon Immortal Eyes – Emperor
Head: Catwa – Jessica
Skin: 7 Deadly S{k}ins – Kat
Body: Maitreya Lara v4.1
Lipstick:  Livia Lori Lipstick
Piercing: PUNCH Nose Ring
Necklace: Zombie Suicide Secrets Necklace @ July Darkness Chamber
Top: +fcc+ Brutal Honesty @ July Darkness Monthly 
Pants: Blueberry – Gracie
Nail Polish: Dark Passions/Koffin Nails – Hope in Purple

Sunflowers: Botanical – Sunflower Row of 4