What do you see?

What do you see when you close your eyes? 

What do you see when you try to hide?

What do you see that makes you cry?

Do you see me, do you see inside

Do you see the heart that breaks, 

The little girl soul who’s wide awake

Do you see my vulnerability

or just an annoyance, 

do you see something?

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What do you see when you look left? Right? Behind you?

Do you see the path you didn’t travel?

Do you see a future or a past of regret?

Do you see what made you – you?

Who are you when no one is looking

What do you see?

Because I have faded, 

What do you see

I can not see me



CREDITS

Basic Info
Hair | TRUTH Ciara VIP
Eyes | Izzie’s Dilated Eyes
Eyeshadow | [POUT!] Occult Eyeshadow @ The Makeover Room November 2018
Lipstick| .kosmetik Matten Velvet @ The Makeover Room November 2018
Top | [WellMade] Carrie Top
Pants | MOoH! Karen Jeans (Group Discount L$99 until 11/15)
Pose | *!R.O!* Perspective

Lighting Effects | FOXCITY. SkinFX – Cold Mornings ( For Bright WLs)
FOXCITY. SkinFX – Horror Show ( For Dark WLs)

Building | taikou / aoyama skybox

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Shadow kissed

ShadowKissed.png Have you been shadow kissed?  Do you know someone who has been?

Do you know what being shadow kissed is?

Shadow kissed is a term for those who have been kissed by the brush of death, felt it’s tight embrace and yet miraculously survived an un-survivable thing.

I’ve been shadow kissed more than once,

It is both beautiful and terrifying.

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I am not the gentlest being, I do have compassion and I recognize my blessings, but being shadow kissed also comes as a curse . A nightmare that allows me to see the veil, to pierce it all year long, even when I wish not to.

Can I undo being

SHADOW KISSED?

 


CREDITS

Basic Info 

Hair

new cursiveTruth Batty VIP Gift October

Makeup

new cursiveDark Passions Bleeding Mascara Makeup @ One Upon A Nightmare Hunt (ends 10/30)

Nails

new cursiveDark Passions Pumpkin Party @ One Upon A Nightmare Hunt (ends 10/30)

Top

new cursive{zfg}   Autumn @ The Guest List

Pose

new cursive<EMOZIONE> Poses **Headshot Series  @ Cosmopolitan (edited)

 

Death’s Embrace

Smoldering, pining away since you left

I am nothing of who I once was, nor who I was meant to become

When you left, when death took you

Most of who I was , was now long gone

I crave to hold you in my arms, just once more

through the thinning of the veil,

My love, mi amor

Please return to me when the world thins,

I need to hold you, embrace you

for if I don’t . . .

death will win

Death will take me as his own

because without you ,

I am all alone

For even in your absence, in your death

I now hold my breath,

through death,

for one last kiss . . .

I wait for Death’s Embrace.


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CREDITS

Basic Info 

Hair –  Sintiklia – Amara – Naturals @ Hairfair ( ends 10/7/18)

Top – Wellmade Faith Top

Bottom – Blueberry Ela Shorts

Eyeshadow – VEECHI Vivid Distress Shadow @ FLF 10/5/18

Lipstick – [POUT] Toxic Spill Black Lipstick

Nails – Dark Passions || Grave Digger Nails @ The Dark Style Fair (10/1 -10/31)

Nose Piercing – Slack Girl – Nose Piercing Black – The Chapter Four Gift May 2017

Pose/Prop – Le Poppycock || *Necromantic* Mad Hungering @ Pose Fair

Backdrop – *PL* backdrop #11 @ Backdrop City

 

 

A Night at Home #132

As the sun settles and the day comes to completion, I find myself in the company of my furry ones. Sometimes they get me better then people do. I never have to lie to them or hide who I am. They truly love me unconditionally. I love snuggling into them and giving them love and getting kisses and headbutts in return. Oh how sweet it is to simply have a night at home.


 

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CREDITS

Hair – Elikatira Nadia
Shape – [Elle et Lui] Ingrid Shape
Skin – Pink Fuel Sabine HAZEL
Top – MOoH! Unicorn Tube Top  (Group discount  $L99. Aug 24 – Sept 6 )
Shorts – [WellMade] Lorelei Shorts
Shoes – -KC- Rhea Heels
SCENE
Stools – Lush – Glam Stool Black Lace – Rare @ The Gacha Life
               Lush – Glam Stool Diamond RARE @ The Gacha Life
Rugs – +Half-Deer+ Messy Blanket/Rug (Black)
+Half-Deer+ Messy Blanket/Rug (Black – Polkadot)
Cat – +Half-Deer+ First Class Kitty – Luxury Toys – Snow

Written in the Sand #124

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Memories drifting through my minds eye; washing over me through time

like the waves coming and going against the beach; the memories call to me

The softness of your touch, the smell of your skin, the silkiness of your hair

When I dream of you, the world stands still

Even if you are the one that got away,

our memories will forever and always

be written in the sand

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Credits

Head – Catwa Catya
Hair – TRUTH VIP Yuko
Eyes – Newclan Serenity Eyes
Skin – Glam Affair Renee Jamaica
Outfit – [WellMade] Riley Bodysuit @ Designer Showcase August 5th ~ 31st 

SCENE
Plants – .:Tm:. Creation [Love You] Beach scene @ The Avenue Aug 1-22

 

On the Lazy River #118

Oh sweet summer, the feel of the heat and the smell of the breeze. Summer makes me feel so happy, and today was a day of lazing around working on my tan. Only thing missing was those sleepy-headed friends -SHRUGS-

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More sun for me -winks-

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CREDITS

Head ~ Catwa Catya
Shape ~ Facepalm Adara @ TWE12VE July
Hair ~ :::Phoenix::: Isabell Easter 2017 Gift
Eyes ~ Izzie’s Winter Eyes (fantasy)
Skin ~ Glam Affair Raquel Applier 006 (FLF)
Lashes ~ BESOM Sweetheart Lashes (previously blogged)
Eyeshadow ~ Veechi Sunset Pulse Shadow (FLF)
Bikini~ .miss chelsea. Mili Bikini Tropical (FLF)

Floaties ~ MOoH! Floaties Gacha @ TWE12VE July

Save My Soul #98

Cant-Save-My-Soul.pngJust one of those points and times where despite what you try you feel vulnerable or alone. You feel drawn to a flame over and over, but that flame is toxic and you do all you can to resist but it is just ooh soo tempting.

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Please give me the strength to not fall into old habits. Please let me be the one to save my soul, I need to count on myself, and myself alone.

Music

Credits

Hair / Truth Carla (Feb 2018 VIP Gift)

Eyes / Newclan Serenity Eyes #15

Top / +fcc+ Tabitha

Bottom / Blueberry Poppy Leggings

Nails / alaskametro Classics Shimmer

Lipstick / [POUT] Overly Transparent Gloss – Burgundy

Pose/ HAVEN POSES 112 @ Gallery Event

Background/ Everwinter