I am one number away

 

Even though taking yourself away from a toxic situation is undeniably the right thing to do for your health and personal growth, it is not always easy. I find myself drawn to memories of the past, calling to me and dragging my defenses down slowly. Bringing me ever so much closer to calling you, but I am still one number away. . .

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Yes, we had good times. We had bad times. We had periods of not speaking. Even though you are no longer central in my life does not mean I did not care or love you. It doesn’t mean I currently don’t care or love you. Each of us is fighting a battle internally that nobody else truly knows. We all have our demons we need to work on. Sometimes a little space and time apart are what is needed: to remind us of what is important; who we want to be; who we really are.

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To those who have ever been removed from my life or those I have distanced myself from, I wish you no ill will. I wish you a happy and productive life. I wish things could be how they once were, but time has a way of changing things.

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This dress from [WellMade] is absolutely stunning. It offers many colors to choose from. You can also hide the sleeves, allowing this dress to be extremely customizable. The slippers were soft and subtle keep in mind you have to hunt for these at Ostara’s Altar; there are so many wonderful gifts available so long as you do not mind taking the time to find them. Some stores are even offering more than one gift, so keep your eyes peeled, some of them are quite easy to miss!

 

 

 

 

Credits

✩ ✩ ✩ AVATAR ✩ ✩ ✩
HeadCatwa Catya
HairMagika Please ( Group Gift)
SkinPumec Alexa – May
Shape[Elle et Lui] Baby Cat Shape (edited)
Body ⇨ Maitreya Lara
Lipstick ⇨ {LBB} Carnival Queen Makeup @ TWE12VE
Outfit ⇨ [WellMade] Alura Dress
ShoesSenzafine “Dawn” Brocade Slippers @ Ostara’s Altar Hunt

❀ ❀ ❀SCENE❀ ❀ ❀
BackdropWeArH0uSE [vent] Backdrop @ Hello Tuesday
Pose*!R.O!* 11 Minutes BENTO Pose

Backroom Deals

Shady or not, a girl’s gotta do what she has to to survive. Truth be told, women hustlers are harder hustlers because so many people doubt them. They gotta be harder, stronger and not give a F*ck who does or doesn’t like them.

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Most women though, are sneaky enough to hide everything in the shadows and backrooms without their fams being wise to it.

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Basic Info – Head, Skin

Eyes|Euphorie Pearl Eyes

Ears|Mandala Steking Ears_ Season 5

Hair | Elikatira Nadia

Shape  | +FS+ Mariel Shape @ TWE12VE December

Top | *1313* Mockingbird Lane  Black/Grey Trenched Gacha @ Lootbox 

Shoes|{zfg} Ugh Boots

Backdrop| Paparazzi – Slum Riverside – BACKDROP – classic 

Pose|  *!R.O!* Hustle

 

The Ending of a Season

 

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Seasons come and seasons go ,

out with the old, and in with the new

change can be difficult, oh so hard

but change can be beautiful,  when you look with heart

so smile through all the changes,

the ups and downs, and the crazies

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remember that smile changes the world,

one by one, an impact is made

so smile bright through the cycles

and leave that sunshine and sparkle

wherever you go.

 


CREDITS

Basic Info
Dress – WellMade Sian Dress
Boots – WellMade Deanie Boots

Hair – Stealthic Haven Browns
Lipstick – Booty’s Beauty Showgirl Lipstick

Eye Shadow- Rin Frosty Cane Palette @ Naughty or Nice Hunt 
Pose/Prop – Image Essentials Apple Picking @ TWE12VE

A little retro

A little nostalgia is a very good thing. Simple furniture, with clean, crisp lines makes it easy to compliment with decor. Those little touches add just enough to make a room more then a room.

 

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CREDITS

House

*Funky*Junk* Hydrangea Cottage

Desk / Shelf –

*DAWN* Desk – Albany Desk Set @ Boardwalk Event

Wall Decor-

Starlight Designs – Fabulous Sign @ Boardwalk Event

Books on Desk

Apple Fall Books w/ Deer Head Bookends

Planner 1 –

.peaches. Mon Desir Planner – Group Gift

Planner 2-

dust bunny . storybook living . researcher’s journal

Vase on Desk-

MOoH! Autumn Gacha – Vase with pumpkins 3LI @ TWE12VE 

Vase on Shelf –

MOoH! Autumn Gacha Vase with branch lights 3LI @ TWE12VE 

Light –

[PA] Tyler Tripod Lamp @ Boardwalk Event

Playful Familiars

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CREDITS

Building

[ba] mansfield converted barn

Wheelbarrow

Sari-Sari – Pumpkin Cart

Wreath

{what next} Autumn Leaves Wreath

Cats

MOoH! Spider Web Cat Black Cats Gacha @ TWE12VE

MOoH! Pile of Leaves Cat Black Cats Gacha @ TWE12VE

Sign

Astralia Halloween Front Door Decorations

Mile High

She is leaving on a plane, chasing her dreams. Getting over her fears. It is ironic that the one trip she had avoided her whole life, was now the one that could make or break the rest of it. This interview and audition would be the last, her parents would no longer support her “Frivolous” dream of fame and fortune. If she did not land this, she had a choice of school or loosing her inheritance. I guess there is nothing to be said about being an uptown girl when you are mile high.

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CREDITS

Basic Info
Hair
new cursiveC H A R M E Vanessa @ TWE12VE
Outfit
new cursiveWellMade Andreli Outfit
Nails
 new cursiveAppletini – SparkleBoo @ Mad Circus 4
Tattoo
[ATI] Ruby @ AnyBody
Shoes –
new cursive AMD Country Boots – Kustom 9 Birthday Gift (Oct 2018)
Luggage
-David Heather-His Rolling Bag/Original RARE
-David Heather-Garment Bag/Original
-David Heather-Cat in a Bag/Sienna

Drink
new cursive Appletini – Pumpkintini @ Mad Circus 4
Phone
VCO – miki Phon_ open <black>
Pose
new cursive FOXCITY. Budget Flyer 1 @ Kustom 9
Background
new cursive FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Flight Club (Day Travel) @ Kustom 9

Black Magick

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🔮🔮🔮

I got a black magic woman, Got me so blind I can’t see
That she’s a black magic woman, She’s tryin’ to make a devil out of me
Don’t turn your back on me baby, Don’t turn your back on me baby
Stop messin’ round with your tricks . . . You just might pick up my magic sticks
Yes you got your spell on me baby . .  Turning my heart into stone
I need you so bad – magic woman; I can’t leave you alone

🔮🔮🔮

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After days and days of trying to get into Black Fair I finally made it to get the cute tapestry from [QE].

The dress from 1313 Mockingbird Lane has options to wear with and without the straps, and color change red or black available at Black Fair.

I have to say, I am slowly becoming a fan of SL Ink, and once I saw this gorgeous tatt by Identity Body shop @ The Black Fair I was in love! I love the faded version and the detail is awesome.

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The nails are STUNNING! One of 2 sets currently being offered by Dark Passions at The Black Fair. Time is running out, grab these before October 19th!

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These rough crystal drop earrings from Zombie Suicide are so cute and right up my alley. They can be for spooky, magical, witchy themes or bohemian gypsy, summer time carefree looks. They are available at GachaLand. There are 12 common and 3 rares to collect. After 20 plays you get an adorable mouth fishie. The mouth fishie is exclusive to the event and WILL NOT be available in the mainstore after the GachaLand round ends on Halloween, October 31. So get it now . . . Soooo Cute.

The prop and pose Sorceress from Image Essentials features 6 bento poses for all your magical brewing and spell casting desires, available @ TWE12VE .


CREDITS

AVATAR
Basic Info
Hair – #Foxy Fallen Hair @ Salem
new cursiveEyes – Avi Glam Sinister Eyes – Beast @ The Dark Style Fair
new cursiveNails- Dark Passions – Wicked & Bound @ Black Fair

new cursiveNecklace – TLB Ooze Necklace @ Black Fair
new cursiveEarrings – Zombie Suicide Drop Crystal Earring Gacha – Blue Mix – RARE @ GACHALAND
new cursiveLipstick – Xxxtasi Vampire Kisses
Eye Shadow – Alma Michaela
new cursive Dress – 1313 Mockingbird Lane – Kimberly Dress @ Black Fair
new cursiveTattoo- Identity Body Shop – Countess Desire @ Black Fair

SCENE
new cursivePose/ Prop – Image Essentials – The Sorceress @ TWE12VE
new cursiveTapestry (L) – [QE Home] Hanging Tapestry -Black Magic- @ Black Fair
new cursiveTapestry (R) – {zfg} home – pentacle tapestry @ Mad Circus 4
new cursivePotion Bottle – {Flair ‘n’ Style} Poison Bottle (Rezz)
Blood Bag – *Tentacio* blood bag @ FLF
Cats – KITE – Mini Rawrs – Sleeping COMMON

This mess #139

My inventory grows exponentially each day,

never throwing anything away,

what should go and what should stay ,

given to friends or charity,

I don’t need to end up on a hoarders show,

or what the other one, yes Obsessed,

although I admit this inventory

is quite the mess

left or right, day or night . . .

never ending it seems

maybe I do need, just a bit of help

to finally clean . .

clean up this mess.

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CREDITS

Basic Info (rarely changes)
Hair – .EscalateD. Acacia @ TWE12VE September 2018
Lipstick – GO! Makeup Smash Lip #04 @ TWE12VE September 2018
Top – [WellMade] Maddi Sweater
Skirt – MOoH! Tia flare Skirt

 SCENE

Bed – .tm. Creation [Desire] Sofa Bed @ SWANK September 2018
Dressers – {what next} Amelie Chest of Drawers
Side Tables – {what next} Amelie Side Table
Shelving – +Half-Deer+ Chroma Glass Shelf – Glass*Gold
Framed Prints – .ah. Inspire Print & .ah. Tested Print
Pose – HERA Candy Bento Pose #2 @ Equal 10 September 2018
Windlight – Places Greed2
Shelf Decor – Zombie Suicide Succulents Gacha @ Imaginarium September 2018
Flowers on Dresser – Apple Fall Wild Thistles
Flowers on Side Table – Apple Fall Lilies (Stargazer)
Planner on Side Table – #Foxy Inspiration Journal – Gratitude
Books on Tall Dresser – Apple Fall Book Pile 3
Handbags on Bed – SHEY Kentucky Handbag
Towels on Bed – Second Spaces – Laundry Day – dirty towels
Kitty on Bed – +Half-Deer+ Merkitty – Lounging (Lilac)

Kissed by Summer #129

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CREDITS

Head ~ Catwa Catya
Hair ~ [e] Enjoy – Essentials
Shape ~ [Elle et Lui] Ingrid Shape
Eyes ~ New Clan Serenity Eyes
Lashes ~ BESOM Sweetheart Lashes
Skin ~ Pink Fuel -Renee- Hazel w/ Curvy Body Applier
Outfit ~ [WellMade] Leni bikini
Shoes ~ fri. Annette Sandals for FLF 8/17

SCENE INFO
Pose ~ {NAANTRA} Sea Breeze
Beach Decor ~ MOoH! Beach Gacha @ TWE12VE AUGUST
Ground Plants ~ Studio Skye Tropical Plants Pack 2
Palm Trees ~
PrimPossible Outdoor 2 Prim Unlimited Palm Trees COPY/MOD 2017
>> KAZZA << Line Breeze – 14 Palms in line